I spend 3 hours at university, 9 hours sleeping, and the rest online. And these are the symptoms of depression. Regularly I spend up to 7 hours at university and 5 hours sleeping and the rest studying and laughing with the family.

I've learnt not to be too strict on myself, rebuking myself for what I'm doing when it's just the way it is and I can't change it, increasing the pressure just costs a little more tears, I should find ways to reduce the pressure from the other sides to let myself relax for a while.

There was a comment left somewhere can't remember where, which said that he did not know why is it that there has never been a famous woman director in the world.
Not to say that it's something strange to hear, yes, I've always seen that there has been no woman in many fields in the world's history, but that's truly insulting to see not even in the fields of art.

I never become angry to hear that not many women have been famous scientists, as I don't even see it an honor to gain nobel in science, as it depends on IQ more than anything, but how about arts and human sciences?

I am sure that women are far more better than any men in these fields, so why?

It makes me feel an urge inside to become a good director, I am sure that I've got a great sense in this field, but I just don't know how I should get into it.