Making decisions has one kind of joy and making them happen, another kind, though I've been always enjoying the joy of making decisions of my own and suffering from living the decisions that the others make for me.

But I will not ever blame myself for what has become of me at the age of 20, but now the time has come for me to set my goals and make a huge effort to make them happen.

It is difficult to make changes in life, but it becomes even more difficult each single day that passes and we are more and more involved in our current situation and the chance for survive.

And there are some phases of life that play a key role in determining the coming years, and some even can determine what happens to you for a life time. So I should be careful now.


I guess it's my last chance to save my dreams.