I am out of energy. Life is going on with no hope. I am no longer eager to leave Iran.

I've always been like this. Whenever I insisted on getting something, and it took longer than I had expected, I would sulk, and neither ask for it any longer and nor would accept it if provided.

I am still the same. When I say I want something or I wanna do something, it means right away, not even a minute later. Because I change my mind so easily, that's what everybody knows. I hate long term decisions, long term goals.


What are we really living for?
God knows.