One of the things that I were always trying to learn, was to be indifferent to what others say or do, in relation to me.

But I learnt that it was not something to be learnt!, it is just a sort of condition that has grown inside me gradually, the way that I can't even find out how, or since when.

I'm feeling good about it, but literally I don't know if it's good in the sense of manners or not.